Hahaha! Thanks to Rosita, I just realized how unnaturally I look on pictures. However, I wonder, if I look unnaturally on all pictures, that could mean only one thing- I look unnaturally even in flesh. Yes, I usually compare myself to somebody just unburied, but that was just for the strange blue-purple colour my hands have sometimes and for the fact that my bones sometimes make strange clicking sounds when I move. Oh, and for the shape of my body- as if there’s no meat on it. Hahaha, I’ve always joked like that, but I’ve never realized how much my self-mockery is exactly representing the truth. Don’t misunderstand me- I like myself (although I pity the others who have watched me and who watch me now- I look like a big doll on strings), but I’ve seen more with my subconscious than with my eyes and that’s a little disappointing. The living dead! That sounds more like a title of an Edgar Allan Poe’s story. I just need someone to write that story for me.

Hahaha, I just can’t stop laughing!