I refuse!

I refuse to let my life roll over me… (“Let Me Fall”)

I refuse to feel guilty that I want to use my time as I want- that’s the best way! I don’t care that people say I should do some meaningless things for school because otherwise would be worse. I’d rather we did what we should- only we should have started from the very beginning. If the start has been a failure, don’t ask me to continue properly- it’s not only impossible- it’s insane!

I refuse to feel exposed every time I want to “waste” some minutes by listening to music I’ve listened or playing a silly game on the computer (or writing for my blog). I think I do have that right!

Finally, I refuse to feel bad because I refuse. I don’t want to feel bad because now I realize that I can’t be a slave of the conventional things without asking questions like “Why?” and “Is this logical?/ Does it have any meaning?” or just stating “Persuade me this is the right thing- otherwise I wouldn’t believe you.”.

I refuse!